Infertility Awareness Day

This picture is from yesterday. We took it yesterday for infertility awareness. Never thought I would ever be  so out spoken about my infertility but I guess with everything we have gone through it has just taught  me to be strong. And if me sharing that infertility can effect young people too then it is worth it to speak out. To help someone else cope with it. 

I was 26 when we started trying. And when we first saw a doctor I was told we were still young and was just trying too hard. 

Feeling grown up

I was re-reading the post I have made on this blog page to try to edit them and fix my spelling mistake or my mistake of wrong word. I know I'm the worlds worst writer/speller but I do try.  I know I have not blogged much.
As I was reading the blog that I made before my pregnancy and miscarriage with the triplet I just sounded so impatience  with this whole adoption journey. I know that it hard to wait and we both wish we could have had/got a baby 7 years ago. But I feel like since September  I have become more grown up. I know it sound wired to say that yes I'm in my Third and was already grown up but I guess I'm just saying this has mad me stronger and more patience. I think my triplet have shown more that I can be patience and when  God feel that the time is right  to get a child we will get the right baby for our family.  I do terribly miss my triplet and wish I could still be pregnant with them or with our last embryo that we were going to tranfer but never got to.  But I just know that we have 11 angles watching over us and have join us in the search for baby Sleater.
Our 11 angles are the 8 embryo we adoption and our three Triplets.
I feel  that our last Penguin and our Triplet have made me become the Strongest women out there.